Tiana's thoughts...

2010-01-02T20:37:00.001-08:00

So if you wanna know where I've been.. Life's been a little tough for me, so I haven't found the time to come online.

However, I know have a new blog, a new fresh start for 2010. check it out at http://myundefinedsoul.blogspot.com and follow if you want to !

I possibly won't be ever coming back on this one.

Tiana. xo

"Iris" - Goo Goo Dolls

2009-10-22T00:24:00.000-07:00

This has to be one of my favourite songs of all time. I fell in love with the harmonizing vocalist of the band, and the meaning and beautiful melody of the song touched my heart. The song implies a never ending love, that willing to give up everything just to be with your loved one.

That's what true, everlasting music is about. A song with depth in meaning and melody. This song will calm you, inspire you, and make you think. It challenges you to look at the world, look at love in particular, in a different light. Definitely an inspirational song.

I'm curious to hear your thoughts.

Tiana

Excitement.

2009-10-08T22:35:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *scream*

I really. really. really. can't wait until NEW MOON hits the cinemas!
Do you understand how crazy my sister and I are about this movie?! Or this series really.

I've already booked to see NM the day it comes out on Thursday 19th at 12.01am AND 4.00pm ... as well as Saturday the 21st at 11am.

Psychotic right?
That's me. :) And my sister really.

LIFEHOUSE - You and Me

2009-08-29T21:17:00.000-07:00

I haven't blogged for a while.. just haven't felt up to it really. A lot's happened over the past few months in my life, I guess I've been trying to deal with it all. Hopefully I'll be up and blogging daily in no time :)

For now, I want to share a song that really comes from my heart. I love this song. Hopefully, it'll match something in your life too.. have some sort of impact or comfort.. :)

Review: Bruno

2009-07-13T10:21:00.000-07:00

Rotten Tomatoes:

IMDB;

ME: 3/10

One word that will sum up this movie: disappointment.

I was so eager to see this, as I'd seen Borat already and was dying to see how this one turned out. You see, Borat was actually an OKAY movie. It had its funny bits, its so disgusting but hilarious scenes, and more interesting plots and stories... Bruno - none of these. Instead it had itss semi-funny parts, its COMPLETELY DIGUSTING AND GRAPHIC SCENES, and disinteresting scenes and plots... BORING.

I'm sorry Sascha Baron Cohen but you really disappointed me with this one. Okay so its a MOCKumentary.. but it really paid out Gays, Jews, Christians and a whole heap more. It was really offensive in some parts, and just.. not good at all. At least Borat was slightly offensive..

It's not even worth seeing, I say. Lucky it was only 80 minutes long.

HIGHLIGHTS:

- Fashion scene in the beginning : the velcroe outfit. - LOL

- The ADORABLE BABY! Oh my goodness, I want to steal him! He's gorgeous!

- The Bruno walk.

LOWLIGHTS:

- Racism

- Prejudiced

- Offensive

- Way too graphic, which wasnt needed. It was absolutely disgusting

- And a whole heap more

Review: Hannah Montana The Movie

2009-07-13T10:03:00.000-07:00

Rotten Tomatoes Rating:
IMDB Rating:
My Rating: 6/10

I never set on seeing this, but a friend of mine wanted to and it was true, there was nothing else on at the time. So I agreed.

This wasn't as cheesy as I expected it to be! I mean, it definately was cheesy, but it wasn't AS cheesy.

Comedy was a major theme in this movie. I loved the beginning, when Miley STewart aka Hannah Montana hit her head, or drove around on that mini-cart car thing. :) It was pretty funny! I loved some of the songs she sung as well, especially 'The Climb', 'Dream', "Hoedown Throwdown' -THATS A FUNNY ONE, and 'Butterfly Fly Away' - that one is really cute and I'm set on singing it to my niece frequently..

UPSIDES:
- It's a cute movie to go see with the kids/girls
- It's full of comedy and good dancing songs
- Lucas Till who plays the guy in the movie (as in THE guy) is super hot! Except his voice is.. well.. a turn off
- Makes you want to dance & sing right there in the cinema
- Miley's love interest.. the story. We all dig a love story don't we?

DOWNSIDES:
- Cheesy. Yes, cheesy.
- Predictable right from the start. You'll know what happens next before you've even seen the movie!
- Lack of having Oliver and the rest of the Hannah Montana cast in the movie as much as needed
- Some really bad songs. Then again there were some good ones.

She was a good performer on the stage, and boy do I dig that dress!

Of course, there was the superficial Miley.

"Caterpillar in the tree, how you wonder who you'll be. Can't go far but you can always dream.
Wish you may and wish you might, don't you worry hold on tight.. I promise you there will
come a day... butterfly fly away"

This was Miley's song-writing and singing spot. Oh, how I love marquee's.

Cutesy Horsies! :D And of course.. the love story.

Review: Year ONe

2009-07-05T20:05:00.000-07:00

Rotten Tomatoes: 18%
IMDB: 5.1/10
My rating: 0.5/10

This movie SUCKED! So much so that I walked out of the cinema in the first 15 minutes and went in to watch Transformers 2 again.

I'd been thinking that Rotten Tomatoes rates all the movies I love with a low rating.. Always low.. So I'd been thinking that I love whatever Rotten Tomatoes rates low.. but not this time!

Year One.. it failed to impress anyone in the cinema. No one laughed when the movie wanted us to. It was silent. You could hear crickets chirping in the background. No not really.

I was disappointed. The trailer looked good. The movie just sucked. Worst movie ever possibly. Jack Black.. I can't believe you did this .. =(

Review: Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen

2009-07-05T19:50:00.000-07:00

Rotten Tomatoes Rating: 21%
IMDB Rating: 6.5/10
My Rating: 8.5/10

WOW. All I can say is WOW!!
I love this movie! I've seen it twice, yes I have. Obsessive, much?

No, seriously, this is a really good action packed movie! Megan Fox is hot, as usual! Shia.. hmm well he was damn funny. And Mojo, the dog, did it again! Made the audience cack themselves laughing! And the mother, oh the mother.. she is such a crack up!

I was looking forward to seeing Isabel Lucas' performance. I was disappointed. Not so much about her acting, more about the way she looked! Terrible! It's like she had a really bad tan or something wrong with her face and they unsuccesfully tried to cover it up! And she has ALWAYS had beautiful skin! Look at when she played Tasha on Home and Away! She was beautiful, radiant.. pretty! And now, she looks terrible.

Other than that, the movie was very cute, and very interesting. Some parts, however, towards the end were too extended and lost the interest of the audience. Nevertheless, you'll enjoy the mother's craziness and the WONDERFUL transformation of the cars to aliens!

Great movie, check it out, for sure!

Haha! These two, so funny!

Bumblebee is SO CUTE!

The TWINS are HILARIOUS!

Now she is just gorgeous!

Who wouldn't want to have that body?! *Sigh*

This girl. Such a beauty, NATURALLY, and THIS Ruined her!

Beautiful Soul..

2009-06-28T20:23:00.001-07:00

No not the song :P

Well lately I've just been really down about my artwork.. it wasn't turning out the way I pictured it to in my head. You know when that happens? And its just so frustrating as this is a Body of Work (BOW) and it's going to be displayed at a gallery in Public! So it's been really stressful. Anyway so I spoke to my Art Teacher, and told her I hated my artwork and I couldnt do this, okay so maybe I was a little dramatic and everything, but I was stressed! Anyway she gave me the most heartfelt advice .. she was so inspiring and motivated me to complete this no matter how it turned out.

You see my art work is all about how theres no perfection in this world, but the media chooses to tell the world that there is such thing as perection and to be ideal or beautiful you had to be perfect. Thats the kind of message I wanted to portray in my work. Anyway, so Miss tells me that this work is so personal because basically I was looking at everyone elses artworks and complaining that mine wasnt perfect. But thats the whole point. theres no such thing. Its meant to be imperfect.

Then she told me about how shes got an eye for art, and that I'm a natural at this. She tells me my writing is like poetry.. she was just so kind. She has to be the nicest person in this world! She's so kind and inspiring! Extremely caring.. she's just fantastic! She's nicer than Miss Honey from Matilda! Yeah! Believe it :)

So there we go, friends.

Ciao-zies.

x tee

OMG! THIS CANT BE HAPPENING!

2009-06-25T19:39:00.000-07:00

MICHAEL JACKSON HAS PASSED AWAY!

No no no no no!!

I'm so sad right now! This guy was amazing! Yes, okay so he was weird with that whole child thing and his nose and whatever.. but he was an iconic superstar! His music is everlasting, it'll never go out of fashion! I've loved his music literally all my life and I always will!

I can't believe he's dead, it doesn't make sense :( And how he was about to have one final concert, and now his children will grow up without a dad :( It's all so sad. My heart goes out to his family and his fans!

He was THE MOONWALKER - He'd always amazed me, when he did the Moonwalk!

Thriller. One of my favourite songs from MJ.

You rock my world - Love this one. Remember my sister and I pumping it up back in the day in the car
:)

Black or White - Love that one too.

And most of all, my favourite.. BILLIE JEAN.

MJ, you were the most amazing performer the world has ever known..

I will always love your music.

I hope you Rest In Peace

Review: The Proposal

2009-06-22T04:38:00.000-07:00

Imdb Rating: 7.2/10
Rotten Tomatoes Rating: 4.7/10 (Rotten Tomatoes SUCKS! Hello, they gave Twilight around the same rating!)
My rating: 8/10

Wow! I was so excited to see this movie anyway, but it was fantastic! Literally awesome! RYan Reynolds and Sandra Bullock both did fantastic jobs in their characters; I loved the couple! It was really cute and very humorous! Very cute movie to go watch with the girlies, and I even reckon that your man might like it :)

Go and watch it. It's worth it. Non-stop cute-ness.

Longing for the past..

2009-06-21T22:58:00.001-07:00

You know when you feel like that? Like the present is unpleasant, and the past is all you desire? Maybe you're not longing for the past.. but I sure am. I'm nostalgic.

You see, everyone who has ever been close to me, best friend wise.. they've all left. In their own ways. And.. I'm now stuck in a school where.. nothing feels..well, basically I don't feel like I fit in everywhere. Everyone's got their own tiny little niche groups.. and I'm just.. there. Alone.

Which brings me to Peyton Sawyer's beliefs in One Tree Hill. People always leave. And it's true. In the end, its only you. You're alone.

I wish that they'd come back. That things were the way they used to be. Where everything felt good, I felt confident, and there'd always be a shoulder to cry on. Now, it's like if I have a bad day, certain things will only add to the fuel of my loneliness.

And you know, I probably sound like the most emotional kid around. I guess we all have our days, right? Today, mine was (excuse the language) really shitty. And the people who could've helped me through that.. they're not there anymore.

Everything's lost.

I could sum up this post and say everythings going to be okay, but no ones telling me that. And I can't do it alone.

I don't even know if everything will be okay..

I'm lost..

And I just don't know what to do anymore..

I can only wish..

Tee x

It's all about the journey..

2009-06-21T03:40:00.000-07:00

You know, I'm jsut going to say upfront, I'm not a fan of Miley Cyrus. I mean, you know a couple of years ago when I watched Hannah Montana.. yeah okay you culd say I was a fan. And you know I'm not totally against her music either. I mean it may not be my taste, but some of her songs I actually don't mind.

Music for me is about meaning for one, and then I love my dance music. That's it. :)

So when I listened to 'The Climb' by Miley Cyrus on the radio today, I was astonished at how it..inspired me.

Lately I haven't been putting much effort into my education.. I've been slacking off, you could say. And I'm not proud of it. I just haven't been in the mood, it's nuts I know, especially because I'm in year 11 now and I have to shape up if I want to have a better future. So anyway, I haven't particularly been getting good marks in Extension English 1.. and I've been thinking lately I should drop it. But the thing is, I haven't even TRIED to do well in that subject.. and so how am I going to get to the prize if I don't work my way up?

Life's not an elevator, its a stair case. You have to work for it. That's what success is about, you know?

And so that song motivated me, so tomorrow I'm going to change. You'll see. :) Tonight, I can't be bothered, I'm going to bed soon.. soo.. no point =) But I'll prove I can do it. I'll work my ass off during school hours and after.

I'll still be on every afternoon to update TFBlog, because that's basically my life right now :P No one realises how much work I put into that blog, so if it sucks, just say so and then I won't bother anymore. :/

Have faith tiana, have faith.

So people, if you're having trouble lately, just know it's all up to you. Set your mind to your work, because you CAN do it. You're just lazy. Things don't come to you as gifts, because then otherwise you'll just take it for granted. But if you work for it, then you'll feel a lot better about it. You'll appreciate it.

Every human is capable of achieving what they set out to do, it just depends on how important it is to you, and how much work you put into it.

You can do it. Have faith, believe..

Tee x

ps: and if you don't like Miley, just give this song a chance. :)

A story to inspire..

2009-06-19T06:51:00.000-07:00

Well, if you don't know already, right now I have 5 million assignments for school. Okay, so I could be exaggerating just a little. Anyway, my point is that I feel completely unmotivated, maybe like its the end of the world? Okay so I am really exaggerating here. The thing is, nothing motivated me to get things done, I didn't really look at my life as lucky or special or easy.. until I read this story.

So as most of you know, I have a blog called Twilight Forevermore, a blog that's updated every day with Twilight news & more (check it out here), and I also have a Twitter linked to that account (which you can check out here). One of my followers, named Becky, tweeted me about her story. Gave me the link. I searched it, not expecting anything.. like what it was going to be..

For those few minutes, as I sat there in my chair, reading intently, taking in every word, crying.. those couple of minutes changed me forever. Isn't it weird? How something that occurs for a few minutes can change everything?

Becky touched my heart. The fact that she is so brave, I want to cry. The fact that she is so strong, I want to cry. The fact that she's been through so much hard-ship, and I haven't been through much, it makes me feel so guilty. I feel guilty that tragedy happens in the first place. When you finally think everythings going to be okay, it's just not.

Becky basically went through a year of losing her job, having a car accident, having a blood clot which caused major medical problems, terminating an exciting pregnancy due to a medical relation, losing the love of your life at such a young age... How could anyone live through all this in ONE year?! I feel so inspired by her, she is amazing.

I've changed. I feel like an idiot, complaining about couple of assignments ruining my life, when someone like Becky lived through so much pain, and is still going strong.

You really need to read her story, it's definately worthwhile! It might even change you. Change your perspective. Change your beliefs. Change the way you see things and people... Her story is guaranteed to touch your heart..

Visit her site and send her an email with some kind words to keep her going. She needs you.

Peace and love,

Tiana x

Rawrr.

2009-06-17T03:37:00.001-07:00

Loving: Conspiracy - Paramore ♫

Yes, dear friends, I'm addicted to Paramore right now. Who knows how long this obsession will last, I mean, look at Twilight... overly obsessed (in a good way).

Anyway, I'm in a stressful period right now.. so many school assignments, LOADS of lines to learn for my theatrical performance next Wednesday, which I've been putting off because I've got a lot of other stuff to do. I'm currently in a very creative mood, feel like drawing.. Yes, have I mentioned lately I'm drawing a lot? Well, in case I didn't, I am. :) I blab a lot, don't I?

But I have nothing else to say. There's nothing to talk about. Why do you think I keep posting lyrics up? They represent my mood, emotions, feelings at the time of posting.. so I guess that communicates something in an easier form, than me having to think of something to say.

And.. I'm bored. Going to TF blogggg.

Ciaaoo.

Dare you to move - Switchfoot

2009-06-14T04:36:00.000-07:00

I just watched the 8th episode of One Tree Hill Season 1, and when Haley & Nathan get together, this song plays. I remember this was in A Walk to Remember - one of my favourite movies. And this song? I LOVE this song! I'm so happy I found it, and that I'm able to share it with you. Tell me your thoughts, watch this video, read the lyrics, and enjoy.

"Dare You To Move"
Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everyone's here

Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next
What happens next

[Chorus]I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move

Here's the video, with some footage of A Cinderella Story - cute movie, yes. :)

Like today never happened
Today never happened before
Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
Tension is here

Between who you are
and who you could be
Between how it is and
how it should be

[Chorus]

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened before

Did someone break your heart inside? You're in ruins..

2009-06-14T01:44:00.000-07:00

21 just so happens to be my favourite number. Whoopidi doo.

I love this song. It's called 21 guns by Green Day. I've listened to it over and over so many times, that a normal person should be sick of it by now.

Here's the lyrics, and there's a video of the song.
Tell me what you think?!
X

"21 Guns"
Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
and you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside,
you're in ruins

One, 21 Guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 Guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I ...

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
and the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last,
you're in ruins

One, 21 GunsLay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 Guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I ...

Did you try to live on your own?
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand to close to the fire?
Like a liar looking from forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died,
you're in ruins

One, 21 Guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 Guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I ...

Different.

2009-06-14T01:28:00.000-07:00

So I really haven't posted in a long time, I know. And yes, I've changed my font to SMALL. :) I've been really busy lately, with school, and well i'm a pro at bludging. Life is.. well it's different for me. I've changed. I don't know how and I don't know why. But I'm different. I'm more into punk rock, and well I think I've matured about a lot of things in my life. I see things differently now..I'm quieter, I'm more independant.. and more thoughtful. I've developed a greater love for art and music, and my taste in music - well it's broadened quite a bit. I'm into a lot of rock, punk, alternative, indie and of course i'm always going to be into pop/dance/some rnb. Now, I just love a lot more music. I'm definately loving the oldies, like The Cure, and Madonna even (her old stuff thank you), young mc, led zeppelin, and a lot more. Art-wise, I'm drawing a LOT more, expressing my emotions and feeling through my art. :) I'm different.

Lucas and Peyton. Leyton. Who doesn't love them? They're my favourite couple, yes well they do tie with Edward and Bella of course! I might even like Edward & Bella more.. who knows. Lucas and Peyton are more.. well realistic, in that Edward's a vampire, and its likely that vampires do not exist..

I love One Tree Hill. Nobody can ever take that away from me :P. Peyton is my favourite character (female) over all, as is Lucas (male), and my favourite relationship? Leyton. They're just so perfect together. I've been watching OTH from the beginning, and wow, the chemistry between them.. it's so .. perfect. So heart-wrenching. It only makes me more depressed.

So, to give you guys a head start on this looooooveeee thing, here's a video of the Top 10 Moments of Leyton. Don't hate me if it spoils the entire series for you, i suggest you watch the series pre-hand. But, sometimes, you just can't wait. :S

Big X

La di daa..

2009-06-01T04:47:00.000-07:00

Wow, so I really haven't posted up for a LONG time.. I've been really busy with school.. you know exams and stuff. I've also been busy with TF blog.. Then I went to another state over the weekend, and I had a BALL! I went for a shopping trip with my sister and my bro's fiancee. We had heaps of fun. We left friday, came back sunday. I know, a short trip, but it was worth it. The plane sucked, I hate flying. I'm not scared or anything, it's just so inconveniant, and annoying. Then we were welcomed into melbourne with a 6 degrees celcius atmosphere..But after that, it was hotter than where I live! Apparently it was raining where I lived, while we were away. Looks like we brought the sunshine with us! :D

So on the first day we shopped around in the city. Boy, so many shops, it was like heaven on earth... The second day we went to a street that's well known for cheap stores with ood quality designer brands. First thing I bought? Boots. Hot hot hot boots. I am in love, literally, with my boots. They're brown, and heeled (like i love), and like patent leather except not so shiny.. they're more textured. They're from Ninewest, a brand I adore. Want to know how much they were? EXPENSIVE! $265. I know, kill me now. My sister also bought boots for around the same price, along with my bros fiancee.

The second thing I bought was a bargain, and a great buy. A tan leather bomber jacket. Was $120. Bought it for $29!!! Where can you find a HOT jacket for THAT price?!?! I was so super excited! Didn't believe it at first.

Then I just bought some accessories, like belts and beanies. :) And i bought a lot of food. I put on a kilo or two.. trust me on that! I love that Italian place.. had gnocchi both nights, nutella pizza one night with two scoops of ice cream.. adn that reminds me, there was goooood ice cream there! Not as good as croatia... but definately gooood!

So I had a great time! Glad I went. I was also inspired by my favourite store, Forever New, in that on their walls they had photo canvases of Paris... I LOVE PARIS! As you all know. So I'm going to buy some canavas prints of Paris, and I'm putting them up in my room! Seriously! :) Me lovee pariiis.

That was my weekend. A good break from the studying. Now I have so many assignments due, I'm going to die. It's inevitable anyway.. Just wish it wasn't so soon..

Have a good week, and Happy First of JUNE! :D

Loveeee fromm
me?
x

Just an addiction..

2009-05-21T22:29:00.001-07:00

...that I'll probably need rehab for, but I won't get over it. Yes, as you know, I'm very much a Twilight addict. So I thought I'd share my little collection with you.

So these are my books that, as you can probably tell, I've read way too many times. Blame my sister too, she borrowed them and currently has my Twilight book at her house - that's what's missing. I've vowed I'll buy the hard cover collection one day.

My posters that my sister bought me for Christmas last year. Need to make some room for the New Moon ones, and the Eclipse ones, and so on so forth..

My sister bought me this today from Supre~ I was so ecstatic! Now I can show my love for Edward to the world! Okay, now I sound really insane.. :D

My sister bought me this off Ebay. It's a Robert Pattinson mousepad! Isn't it awesome? :) Yeah, my sister buys me a lot of Twilight stuff (she's addicted too, don't you worry!)

My beautiful and treasured Twilight double disc edition! Love Love Love this!

And so that's basically it. Once I get more stuff, I'll be posting it!

See how badly I'm addicted? But there's people out there that are a hundred times worse than I am.. I don't think I'm too bad.

Anyway, if you're addicted to Twilight too, then visit my other blog www.twilightforevermore.blogspot.com to be updated regularly on anything about Twilight!

Peace and Love, world!

xx pinkp0is0n

Shoes = Love!

2009-05-20T03:51:00.000-07:00

I love shoes! I'm probably one of the biggest shoe fanatics you'll ever see. It's genetic, you should see my mum's shoe closet! I love almost all types of shoes. I have to admit, though, that I've been afraid of wearing heels, even though I adore them, because of my height (I'm 5'10 1/2") and I was always worried I'd look like the next Eiffel Tower. But I've gotten used to wearing them lately. I have a pair of casual heels, they're a green colour with studs, sounds odd but they're really nice, and a couple of other more fancy/dressier shoes.

So don't worry about your height or anything else. Wear what you want to wear, what you love. For me, it's heels. And don't be afraid to try new styles, you just might be the next fashion trendsetter!

Random Fashion Style: Mary Kate Olsen

2009-05-20T03:44:00.000-07:00

Random Fashion Style

Who: Mary Kate
Wore: Matthew Williamson for H&M
Where: Matthew Williamson for H&M Launch, NYC
When: April 28

Symphony of Sound..

2009-05-18T21:44:00.000-07:00

So I thought I'd give you bloggers out there an update on my ordinary life. And if you don't wanna hear this, i guess you don't have to read on :)

Basically, I'm in the middle of my year 11 half yearly exams. With English and Maths over, I've got Ancient History, Drama, Community and Family Studies, Visual Arts and Extension English. For those of you that don't know, those are my subjects. I really should be studying, but here I am blogging. I'm really good at procrastinating, aren't I? I'm doing a good job at bludging. I should be studying for my exam, and I'll do so later.

So lately I've just been watching One Tree Hill basically non-stop. I'm just obsessed, really. I feel as though I'm inspired by Peyton Sawyer. She's just so unique, and I love her character. Then again I really like most of the characters. But I guess Peyton's influenced me in music... I'm listening to a whole lot of music, a big variety. A year ago, I never really listened to rock/punk music. I know, punk sounds like emo, but it's not. Try listening to Dashboard Confessional, Jimmy Eat World, Yellowcard... you'll see what I mean. It's good music. I think for you to truly LOVE music, you have to listen to a variety. Though I will always stay away from Screamo. Hate hate hate it. And rap music, well.. most of it I'm not into. Anyway, so basically I was a real girly girl. Obsessed with music like Hilary Duff *cringe* except I still like some of her music.. anyway so what I'm saying is I'm listening to a whole bunch of music now. And I think it's good :) Stiff Dylans, another love. From Angus, Thongs and perfect snogging. They're heaps good. I love U2, The Cure, Ray Lamontagne, Boys like Girls, and a lot more.

I'm also a big fan of my dance and pop music. That will never change. I'm just broadening my taste, I guess :) So try it out. Listening to VARIETY. It's goood.

Change เปลี่ยน stvari nikada promijeniti 何かを変更しない أشياء لا يمكن أن تتغير τα πράγματα δεν αλλάζουν ποτέ चीज़ें कभी नहीं बदलती las cosas nunca

2009-05-17T22:27:00.000-07:00

Do you think people/things can change? Change who they are? We all know you can't change who you were because the past is said and gone. But can we really change what we're going to be? Let's face it. We are who we are. To be honest, I don't think we can change. Who we are tomorrow is who we've always been. I mean we might be able to change in smaller ways, but the essence of who we are will always be the same. It's who we were meant to be. It's how its meant to be. After all, a leopard can't change its spots.

pinkp0is0n x

Halo by Haley James Scott

2009-05-17T19:44:00.000-07:00

Another thing that i LOVE about One Tree Hill! Haley James Scott is such a great singer, and I absolutely love this song! I love how she's writing about her own personal experiences with life and love.

Check it out. NALEY <3

My Short Story

2009-05-17T03:30:00.001-07:00

So I complete my short story for my English/Literature exam (we were told to prepare a story because we can always base our story around any question they give us).

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SHORT STORY

It seemed as though I was flying down the hallway of rowdy teenagers as I fought to get away. I couldn’t stand these hooligans even though I was one of them. Maybe it was not so much about the fact that they were wild and loud though it definitely contributed. Maybe it was more about the fact that I had to listen to their annoying objections towards me. I couldn’t stand listening to them go on and on and on about how creepy I was.. But I had to deal with it for the sake of who I was and what I stood for. There were people, if you could even call them that, who were my enemies that I had to protect my kind from. My duty was to act as a normal teenager at a local high school, where our enemies existed. This was a task that was not my forte, but to protect my kind I had to be tough and endure this agony.

‘Here comes the freak. What’s with the black coat?!’ I heard one whisper. The train of thoughts continued as I soared down the hallway. ‘What’s with the all-black look? The greasy, jet black hair, the long coat. He looks like an emo or something’ Ha! They compared me to an emotionally challenged being. I smirked at that remark. ‘Marcus, the freak-a-zooid’s He‘s so creepy!’ Great, so my name was well known around here. Why do they notice me so effortlessly when invisibility is all I desire.

I found myself at my regular, secluded corner, where I sat down to enjoy the serene teenage-free atmosphere and gave in to the warm sunshine. Even though it was isolated around me, and students were slightly visible in the distance, I could still hear their obnoxious, disturbing voices.
‘He’s always sitting in that corner. Wonder why he’s got no friends’ I growled at that infuriating remark. How dare that kid assume I have no…Something slashed my train of thought and had my full attention. ‘You mean the Crow is here? …So what do I… Find him and kill him inconspicuously?! Have you gone utterly ABSURD? How am I supposed to… it’s a school you know, with humans scattered everywhere!…What do you mean he can hear…’ Her thoughts were abruptly cut off. She was not a popular girl, but she had a definite entourage everywhere she went. Her striking auburn hair blew wildly in the wind as I strived to hear more.
Something was terribly odd. I couldn’t hear her anymore, though she was in close enough distance for me to evidently hear her. I did something entirely ridiculous - I stood up and slowly strolled towards her, hearing a low growl in my chest. Suddenly she glanced in my direction, and a flood of fear filled her eyes.

It all happened very quickly then. She turned abruptly and ran in the opposite direction, her red hair flying violently in the wind. I heard the school bus in the distance, huffing and puffing down the windy road. The bus was almost as fast as she was when she ran. As she’d stepped out onto the road, she turned her head to capture a glance towards me. She was so consumed in knowing where I was and what I was doing, that she didn’t realise she was about to meet head on with the bus.

Something happened that moment. An unexpected and unrecognisable feeling conquered my entire body. It was almost as though gravity could not hold me down on the ground anymore. My heart beat rapidly to what seemed to be a million beats per second. As though it sought after pouncing out of my chest.

My feet suddenly moved impulsively as I ran towards the girl, without even a moment of thought. My brain didn’t have a chance in negotiating the situation. Though my mind was protesting against this, my body just instinctively moved. The wind blew aggressively as I hurried towards her.

The bus beeped frantically at the girl, warning her to move. As soon as I was in close distance enough for me to lunge, I soared through the air as I grabbed her body in time for the bus to swoosh by. We seemed to roll for a while, until it ended and I was on top of her. Her eyes conveyed the fear a lot greater than I’d noticed before. But this time, it had a glint of something hardly recognisable. It was a glint of hope mixed with warmth.

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And thats it :) Because I'm in advanced English, we have to "show not tell". So basically it's really confusing, right? You don't know what he is, you don't know what she is. It's confusing. It's kind of like it's up to you. It's whatever you want to believe.

Anyway its only a short story. But I'd really like to hear your thoughts. So coment if you can :)

Thanks guys,

pinkp0is0nx

ANd another vivid dream

2009-05-16T17:42:00.000-07:00

When I should be studying for my exams, I'm on my blog! I'm such a bludger; I should really stop procrastinating. Okay so after this post, I'll study, I promise :)

So I had a really.. weird dream last night. Another vivid one, I know. What's going on lately? Anyway, so this dream... I think it started off with a supermarket. Then we were waiting in line, some friends and I. There was a really weird girl - she had red hair, but her eyebrows were dyed bright pink! She said something odd to me, but I smiled. And I don't remember what she said! So then I got to the end of the line to buy a packet of chewing gum? Then later the dream morphed into an ocean setting. There was a girl, that wasn't me, with curly brown hair and she dived into the ocean off the warf. And then suddenly I was the girl. I remember touching some gross seaweed, seeing some coral. Then Blake Lively and Penn Badgley from Gossip Girl join me. Suddenly we're sitting at a wooden bench with a table... ON the ocean! How weird?!

Lets see what this means.. I'm dying to know.

Store: To see or be in a grocery or convenience store in your dream, suggests that you are emotionally and mentally strained. Alternatively, you may be brainstorming for new ideas or looking for the various choices out there for you. Alternatively, the dream may be a pun on what is in "store" for you. And thus it could signify the inevitable. \

Line: To see a line of people or objects, indicates that you need to be more aware of some situation or relationship. To dream that you are standing in line, represents your need for patience. You should be prepared to wait for something and not always have it right away.

Friend: To see friends in your dream, signifies aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to incorporate and acknowledge these rejected aspects of yourself. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from them and the arrival of good news.

Smile: To dream that you or others are smiling, signifies that you are pleased with your achievements and approve of the decisions you have made. You will be rewarded for the good things you've done for others. Alternatively, you may be seeking for something or someone that will make you happy.

Buying: To dream that you or someone is buying something, represents your acceptance of an idea, condition, or situation. Consider what item you are buying for additional analysis.

Swimming: To dream that you are swimming, suggests that you are exploring aspects of your unconscious mind and emotions. The dream may be a sign that you are seeking some sort of emotional support. It is a common dream image for people going through therapy.

Seaweed: To see seaweed in your dream, suggests that you need to rely on your intuition and trust your instincts.

Ocean: To see an ocean in your dream, represents the state of your emotions and feelings. It is indicative of some spiritual refreshment, tranquility and renewal

Actor/Actress: To see an actor or actress in your dream, represents your pursuit for pleasure. Your admiration of a particular celebrity may lead to a desire to have some of their physical or personality traits. Consider also who this actor/actress is and what characteristics you associate with him or her. These may be the same characteristics that you need to acknowledge or incorporate into yourself. The dream may also be a pun on his or her name.

Celebrity: To see a celebrity in your dream, represents your beliefs and understanding about him or her. Something in you waking life has triggered these similar beliefs and feelings. It is not uncommon that your obsession with a certain celebrity may carry over onto your dream world. Celebrities are often seen as heroes and all that is mighty. Also consider any puns within the name. To dream that you are good friends with a celebrity, represents your idealized version of someone you know in your life.Perhaps you hope that a real-life friend can act more like a particular celebrity. Consider the qualities that you see in this celebrity and how you want your friends to have those qualities.

pinkp0is0n x

A vivid dream..

2009-05-16T17:29:00.000-07:00

I have had even more vivid dreams lately. I'm not really the type of person to remember my dreams, they're never clear enough. The clearer ones usually occur once in a blue moon.

The other night, I had a really frightening dream - one where I woke up three times, but still dreamt about it after every awakening. What happened was the setting was like the Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets Video Game where there's crabs that blow fire like a dragon, and blocks with swirls on them and you had to move them with your wand and a magic spell. There was a couple and a daughter. Somehow I'm thinking I was the mother. Then the dream changed - which is normal for a dream, they're always weird! And a massive set of stairs came down from the roof, which was like 30m or so high. I climbed the stairs, and when I came to the opening, I stood on the stairs and kept throwing down stationary - pens, books, etc. They fell 30m or so down to the floor. Don't ask me why this was happening! It's so weird! Anyway, somehow I went down, and then later went back up the stairs... The dimly lit room (thanks to the dark, murky window) conveyed dead bodies with ropes around their necks... just hanging there.

I know! It's so creepy! So I went to Dream Moods yet again to figure out what this means!

Attic: To see an attic in your dream, represents hidden memories or repressed thoughts that is being revealed. It also symbolize your mind, spirituality, and your connection to the higher Self. Alternatively, it signifies difficulties in your life that will hinder you from attaining your goals and aspirations. However, in the end, after a long period of struggle, you will overcome them.
To see a cluttered attic, is a sign to organize your mind and thoughts. Perhaps you need to rid yourself of the past and let go of the past emotions that are holding you back.

Stairs: To dream that you are walking up a flight of stairs, indicates that you are achieving a higher level of understanding. You are making progress into your spiritual/emotional/material journey.

Dead: To see the dead in your dream, forewarns that you are being influenced by negative people and are hanging around the wrong crowd. You may suffer material loss. This dream may also be a way for you to resolve your feelings with those who have passed on. If you dream of a person who has died a long time ago, then it suggests that a current situation or relationship in you life resembles the quality of that deceased person. The dream may depict how you need to let this situation or relationship die and end it.

Video Game: To dream that you are playing a video game, represents your ability to manipulate others into doing what you want them to do. Alternatively, it suggests that you are trying to escape and not confront the stress and problems in your real life. Consider the type of video game for additional insights. To see or dream that you are a character in a video game, suggests that you are feeling controlled and manipulated by others. You feel that you have no control over your actions or are not taking responsibility for them.

Baby: To see a baby in your dream, signifies innocence, warmth and new beginnings. Babies symbolize something in your own inner nature that is pure, vulnerable, helpless and/or uncorrupted. If you find a baby in your dream, then it suggests that you have acknowledged your hidden potential. If you dream that you forgot you had a baby, then it suggests that you are trying hide your own vulnerabilities; You do not want to let others know of your weaknesses. If you dream that you are on your way to the hospital to have a baby, then it signifies your issues of dependency and your desire to be completely care for. Perhaps you are trying to get out of some responsibility.

Throw: To dream that you are throwing something, indicates that there is someone or something that you need to rid yourself of from your life. Consider the object that you are throwing. Alternatively, the dream may be a pun that you are "throwing" or fixing a game or situation. Are you working against the objective?

Window: If the windows of a house is dark, then it indicates a loss in your perception or vitality.

So basically this dream is telling me I'm being manipulated, and I need to get rid of someone in my life? Whaaat?

I don't get it.. :/ I mean, do you think dreams actually mean something?

pinkp0is0n

Change..

2009-05-16T17:22:00.000-07:00

John Steinbeck once wrote: "Change comes like a little wind that ruffles the curtains at dawn. And it comes like the stealthy perfume of wildflowers hidden in the grass."

Always and Forever.

2009-05-16T03:58:00.001-07:00

Naley. (Nathan and Haley for those who don't know)
This couple is the one I envy most, a touch more than Edward and Bella. I know! I'm such a traitor! But I don't know, it's like Nathan and Haley are an example of REAL love. In reality. Edward and Bella, it's our dream. A fantasy we wish was true for us. I guess Nathan and Haley are an example of true love in reality.

I feel such warmth when I'm watching One Tree Hill, and they're together. They're known for their love for the rain (and kissing in the rain, mind you).

So here's a little video for you all. Hope you get to watch this show, because it truly is heartwarming and wonderful!!

Be there for the ones you care about

2009-05-13T23:51:00.000-07:00

I just found out one of my best guy friends was abused - physically and emotionally - for an entire year. Now all the missing pieces fit together as I finally realise why there would be times when he would be so down and upset; unable to talk to anyone and nothing could put a smile on his face. I dismissed it, thinking that everyone had their days.. Until today when he told me the reason why.

It shocked me, when he told me. I didn't expect it - the fact that he'd been abused in so many ways. I guess .. when we find out things like this, and our friends tell us not to tell anyone, it's something that makes us more mature. Having a responsibility. Caring for someone enough. You know? And the fact that he went through this makes me care about him so much more. I have hatred currently for the person that did this to him, but I'm glad my friend is coping now and this person that abused him is out of his life. For that I am glad.

I'm happy I can be there for him.

So I guess the moral of today's post is.. be there for the ones you care about.

They need you just as much as you need them.

pinkp0is0n xx

Thank you to MissyPixy

2009-05-12T04:39:00.000-07:00

I am keeping this blog. I'll just add stuff when.. well, when stuff comes up!

Check this girl out, her blog is fabulous.

She even met Darren Hayes! Jealous, much?

http://thewibblywobblyworldofme.blogspot.com/

pinkp0is0n

I really..

2009-05-12T02:59:00.000-07:00

want to delete this blog.
i don't know. I just can;t think of anything to write about anymore. I feel like making an entirely new blog. Something rfreshing.
What do you guys think?
Shut down all that glitters, and start a new one?
Or keep all that glitters, and come up with ideas?

Love.

2009-05-09T04:58:00.000-07:00

Titanic. One of the most beautiful, breathtaking and heartfelt movies ever created. I begin to cry simply when I think about it... or more so when I listen to 'Roses's Theme' / 'My Heart will go on". That's one of the few songs that literally make me cry just by listening to it... must be the melody, or simply because it links back to Titanic. My heart beats a little too fast... my mind goes blurry... I can't think straight. It's like I'm in another world... maybe I'm just too into music?

All I know is, this, along with several others, is my favourite melody. I don't know what's going on with me and Youtube lately. Have you noticed I'm posting up a lot of videos? Well, Youtube is addictive.

Don't Worry, Be Happy

2009-05-08T21:01:00.000-07:00

Watching Video Hits this morning, I listened to this song: Don't Worry, Be Happy. Ah, good old Bobby McFerrin! I guess he's trying to tell us that in tough situations... we shouldn't get angry or upset... we should just try and not worry about it. Try and be happy. Everything works out better if we're happy, right? I mean, it would be tough... trying to be happy during a difficult situation. But if we at least TRY and be happy, things will work out better. I guess?

Anyway, love this song. =) I tried to get the official one, but embedding was disabled by request. So at least I found one with the song... but for some reason Bob Marley's in the video?

The rollercoaster we call Life.

2009-05-07T02:57:00.001-07:00

And so I sit here, in my usual spot - the comfy couch - listening to You belong with me ... chatting on msn... and basically bludging my butt off. I don't really have anything to talk about, so this is more of a rambling..

Have any of you ever realised or felt you're all alone?! Because sometimes... when things are tough... even when theyre not, I feel completely alone. Like, you know you have friends and family and stuff. But... you really are alone. I can't explain the feeling. I just know I've been getting it a lot lately.

Maybe I just need faith? But I don't see the point in having any faith right now... I guess I'm going through a complicated stage -being a teenager... school - studying - exams :(... it's the confusing stage, right? Where you're not a kid, but you're not an adult either.

I don't know. Maybe it's just me. I have no idea... But lately it's also like... If I expect something good, it won't turn out like that no matter what. If I get too excited about something, something bad happens and I'm instantly down thinking 'What the hell just happened?'. Somtimes it's like nobody understands you. Like they don't care.

Life is a rollercoaster, I tell you right now. One minute everything seems perfect... as flawless as Edward Cullen's skin... everything is pure happiness. Like the sun. Like a beautiful, bright field filled with wildflowers and plain's of that long, dusted, yellow/green grass... where you feel free. Full of joy. Freedom. But it's like that feeling can't last long no matter what. Because the next minute you're in a cold, dark, unhappy place. Like a cold, wet chamber deep below ground level. There's no way of escaping. No one to come and rescue you. You're hopeless. There's no light. No point of reason.

So I guess life's as up as it is down. And that saying 'What goes up, must come down' is relevant to this right now.

I'm not entirely unhappy, so don't be worried or confused. I'm just having a little... time to express myself and incidents that affect the way I feel, I guess.

tianaaa. xx

fairy tales are true

2009-05-06T05:55:00.000-07:00

I love this song! I've listened to it once, watched the video clip once, and I instantly fell in love. You may think it's corny - the story... the meaning. But sometimes, corny might actually be best. I love Taylor Swift - she's a total sweetheart. Her music has such depth and meaning... you find yourself curious about the cryptic messages and meanings behind every song.

And I just wanted to add this in. On Taylor Swift's Twitter page, she linked a photo she'd taken of a label inside a shoe. I think it's SO CUTE. "Probably the coolest thing I've read on the inside of a shoe. :) - taylorswift13

This is what the label said. "Fairy Tales Are True". Here's the link: http://twitpic.com/4gnlp

And the video? 'Tis here, my friends.

When people go haywire...

2009-05-05T00:47:00.000-07:00

I never really knew the extent of kids and drugs...kids being homeless...kids being normal one minute, the next they're off their head.

I never would have bothered to think about that stuff, till now. Why? I have a friend that's done exactly that. She's a druggo, a homeless (by choice), and ... she's off her head. One minute she's normla, the next thing you know, she's the opposite of who she used to be. She's drugged up, running away from home, smoking who knows what, living on the streets by choice, having sex with who knows who... She's not the girl I once knew.

In fact, we were best friends, if you want to put it like that. I met her when I came to the school in year 7 (which was 4 years ago). I think we disliked each other at first, though I can't be too sure. Memories fade... I think we became "bff's" at the end of year 7. From then on, our friendship was on again off again. We'd swap best friends, fight constantly... the stupid things teenagers do. It was like a trend. We'd get angry at each other for such silly reasons... like one not saying hi to the other first, and just childish things like that. Anyway, that's another story.

Year 10. She began changing... she got into that 'emo' music... met 'emo' friends... and you know she seemed not so normal, but still HER. She began smoking, but I assumed that she'd stop eventually. Though she started getting into that 'emo' trend. She even began cutting herself...

Then after that, she just went nuts. I never assumed she'd run away from home, but today I am in year 11, she'd left in year 10... and she's on the streets, doing/selling drugs, taxing items from the shops, smokind weed/pot and who knows what, having sex with her boyfriend, and other guys at parties... and to be specific, I'm sure she sleeps on the streets at Kings Cross.

Today she visited us in school. She got kicked out of course. Her two friends came. Her boyfriend, and another friend I'm assuming she had done 'stuff' with. Her boyfriend seemed to love putting his hand who knows where... and fiddling around with that part... and in the middle of school, mind you. Everyone was crowding around looking. It was overwhelming. When she came to hug me, I couldn't bare to breathe. She smelt so bad... not only of cigarettes and probably some other form of smells from smoking... but it's like she hadn't showered in a while...

She's just not the one I knew. You know, throughout year 10, when she began changing, I tried motivating her to come back to being herself. I tried to push her in the right direction. Maybe I was too pushy? Maybe I hadn't done enough?

I never knew the extent of drugs, and what they do to people. Now I know, and I've learnt from anothers mistakes.

I guess life's beautiful, right... but it's also ugly. It's full of hatred, pain, evil... and I guess we shouldn't take anything for granted. Appreciate what we have. What God gave us. Appreciate the beautiful things in life... whether it be our family and friends, or something like the stars in the night sky... there's as much beauty as there is pain.

Duffy

2009-05-03T02:28:00.000-07:00

I love this artist. She has to be one of my favourite's so far. You know how you pick up some ultimate favourite artists along the path of life? She has such a unique, distinct, beautiful voice... and I love her music. It's so different... but with so much meaning, passion, love... I don't know. I just really enjoy it. Most of her songs relate to some part of my life. My imagination. My heart. My dreams.

She joins the likes of Howie Day, The Script, and many others.

Check out some of her songs on my ipod touch mp3 player on the side column.

Enjoy, and comment =)

Love Tiana x

I can't live

2009-05-03T02:04:00.000-07:00

This guy: Justin Guarini, is from the first season of American Idol. He wrote a song especially for the upcoming movie: New Moon. It's called "I can't live". Originally i wasn't that fond of it... but the lyrics and the music itself is simply beautiful... there's so much depth and meaning... and the lyrics, metaphors, and the meaning ties in with the story of the book. I hope they do put it in. It isn't all that bad... and it is evidently perfect for the story.

At the moment, there are no lyrics to post up. But I WILL write them up myself, and blog it =)

I also have this video, and a lot more on New Moon, on my new blog: www.twilightforevermore.blogspot.com

Take care,
ciao xx

Dreams.

2009-05-02T07:29:00.000-07:00

This time I'm talking about dreaming while you're sleeping...

I had a wonderful dream a while ago. It was my dream in reality coming true... in a dream. Confusing, huh?

It was a long one, and hard to explain in detail... but basically, I was with a couple of friends at a cafe. Then outside a parade began, and you know those things that go by? Those parade things? I don't know what you call them.. oh wait! Floats! Thats it. And who was there? None other than Robert Pattinson. The float stopped.

Then I went up to him (of course), trying to get a space close enough to him through all the screaming girls.. then I found a space, but he was far away. I almost gave up after waiting for a while... but then he looked at me. So he came over, signed my autograph... but he looked at me weirdly... like he was in love.

Hah, what a dream. Could be a deja vu ;) hehe. I wish. Anyway so he invited me on the float, and the float was literally the size of a football field, and somehow it mushed into being a football field, but with those demountables on it, and a fence around stopping all the girls from coming inside. He invited me into one of the demountables with what looked like, his crew. And all of a sudden one teacher I hate at school tried to stop me from coming in. But he got rid of her.

Then I can't remember what happened after that.

But I decided to look at a dream dictionary online to figure out what they all mean.

Here goes.

CELEBRITY:
To see a celebrity in your dream, represents your beliefs and understanding about him or her. Something in you waking life has triggered these similar beliefs and feelings. It is not uncommon that your obsession with a certain celebrity may carry over onto your dream world. Celebrities are often seen as heroes and all that is mighty. To dream that you are good friends with a celebrity, represents your idealized version of someone you know in your life. Perhaps you hope that a real-life friend can act more like a particular celebrity. Consider the qualities that you see in this celebrity and how you want your friends to have those qualities.

LOVE:
To dream of love of being in love, suggests intense feelings carried over from a waking relationship. It implies happiness and contentment with what you have and where you are in life. On the other hand, you may not be getting enough love in your daily life. We naturally long for the sense to belong and to be accepted.

TEACHER:
To see your teacher (past or present) in your dream, suggests that you are seeking some advice, guidance, or knowledge. You are heading into a new path in life and ready to learn by example or from a past experience. Consider your own personal experiences with that particular teacher. What subject was taught? Alternatively, it may relate to issues with authority and seeking approval. You may be going through a situation in your waking life where you feel that you are being treated like a student or in which you feel you are being put to a test.

BLOCKS:
To see a block or blocks in your dream, represents obstacles that you need to overcome. These are things that try to hinder you from achieving your goals. Alternatively, it symbolizes a vision and making something out of nothing.

CAFE:
To dream that you are in a restaurant/cafe, suggests that you are feeling overwhelmed by decisions/choices that you need to make in your life. Alternatively, it indicates that you are seeking for emotional nourishment outside of your social support system.

PARADE:
To dream that you are watching a parade, indicates that you are being sidetracked or distracted from achieving your goals. You may stop yourself from even pursuing your goals and desires because you fear that you will fail. Alternatively, the parade symbolizes cycles, passage of time, or a special event in your life. Consider also the symbolism of whatever figures/animals/floats are in the parade. They may reflect a need for you to possess or control those attributes.

FRIENDS:
Friend To see friends in your dream, signifies aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to incorporate and acknowledge these rejected aspects of yourself. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from them and the arrival of good news

Thanks to www.dreammoods.com

It was a nice dream, anyhow.

Peace, Tianaaa. x

Tremble for my Beloved

2009-05-02T03:04:00.000-07:00

I love that song! Just one of the songs I love on the Twilight movie soundtrack. Hey, what am I saying? I love ALL the songs on the Twilight soundtrack! I recently found a twi-hater website. It was so funny, I was on their chatbox.. and kept rambling on about Twilight... haha, classic.

Anyway, my sister has gone Robsessed! She bought me a mousepad with Robert Pattinson on it! And I don't even use a mouse, because I have a laptop. She's so funny. Well, she's pregnant, maybe that's an excuse? All I know is, she's in her 30s, and she's Twi-dicted! She's so thoughtful though, I'm so glad we have a good relationship... usually sisters are constantly fighting. I mean, we fight, but they're usually once in a blue moon, and they'd be bigger than a normal fight. We don't talk for a week or so... haha. But you could say she's my best friend. One of them anyway.

When I was born, she was 18. So she's like my second mother. Anyway, so I grew up with her guidance, as well as my own mothers. But my sister was the one that took me shopping, and put make up on me when she was going nightclubbing so i could feel all grown up just like her, the one who I could talk to about anything. I can trust her with my life.

She gave me the chance to be an aunty, which is one role i love having. And now I'm going to be aunty again, at the end of this year.

Best Friends. I really hate that, because it limits you... I've had plenty, and not one worked out.. I think its a stupid teenage label. But my family are my best friends. Its like a different meaning... I can't explain it.

Meredith.
You're a strong person. You're smart. You have to do this yourself. For yourself.

Find the will.

x tianaa

7 things I love about Winter

2009-05-01T19:50:00.000-07:00

Seven things I love about Winter(and Autumn):

1. Doona's
Don't you just love that feeling of cosying up in bed with a soft, fluffly blanket of warmth swept over you?! I know I hate the feeling of getting out of bed. But honestly, what's better than a blanket? Throw in a hot chocolate and a good movie, and you're set for Winter.

2. Hot Chocolate
You're bound to have guessed it. I love my hot chocolate. I love coffee too (in fact, I'm very much addicted to it), but in Winter, it all comes down to hot chocolate. That's the symbol for Winter. Sorry, coffee. =/

3. Maple Trees and the colour change of the leaves
I think Maple Trees, and Cherry Blossom trees, are the most beautiful parts of nature... they're so astonishingly stunning, it's unbelievable. I'm very much a photographer, it's one of my many passions, and taking photographs of these beauties... it's such a privelage... a feeling of joy. The colour changes... it's so beautiful to see the fresh, vibrant colours of nature show itself during Autumn. And I love seeing that lovely musky pink colour fill the Cherry Blossom trees. You know that when you feel like the world is all evil, there's some of God's creations that are just... beautiful beyond comparison... things that make you hope...

4. Fashion
I love the fashion in Winter a lot more than Summer fashion. Summer- I love the dresses, don't get me wrong. But with Winter Fashion, you can dress it up, add heaps of layers, add boots (LOVE!), trench coats (LOVE!), and many other things including berets, gloves, etc. You can't go past Winter fashion.

5. Rain
Not many people enjoy the rain, and yes it can be inconveniant. Especially if you're at school, and you can't get home because you've forgotten your umbrella, and you end up getting soaked. But I have to say, I'm a fan of rain. I love it. I love the smell after it especially. I'm not like other girls in that way... you know, where they fuss about their hair getting wet because it will go fuzzy and they straightened it... etc etc. If it rains, I'm going to go outside and stand in it. Stand where the water falls in tiny droplets... i love the feel of the rain... i love tasting it... Try it sometime. I especially love sunshowers. They're my favourite. And of course, it gives you an extra special bonus after it! Rainbows. Which brings me to my next point.

6. Rainbows
Aren't they just amazing?! With the sky so grey and full of clouds, how can you not love the beautiful ray of colours brightening up your day? Isn't it astonishing how out of something so gloomy (I love rain, but I hate the gloominess of the clouds and no sun) comes a beautiful ray full of colours? I take pictures of them always, with my niece. It's our special little thing we enjoy together, other than our obsessive love for ice cream.

7. Shopping
When there's nothing to do, what do you do? I shop! And this year, it's Melbourne for me! The best shopping city in Australia. I'm so excited! Anyway, when all is cold... and your mum bugs you about lounging around in your doona, what can you do? Shop. It's the best excuse for clothes, bags, shoes, food... =)

Another Inspiration, yet it's a celebrity

2009-04-29T03:59:00.000-07:00

I know that most celebrities are not good role models. Well, in fact, they're hard to come accross. Sometimes you'd look up to someone, and then they're either a bad influence in the first place, or they will get to that stage. For example, Britney Spears? Kids used to look up to her- she was a mega star, an inspiration to many. And then she tried to shake off her good girl image, and started going haywire.

But I've found a celebrity that I truly believe will be one of the best role models for our society, and I believe she will stick to it. This girl is Selena Gomez. You're probably sitting there going, oh no, im turned off, its a Disney star, blah blah blah. But do you even know her? I never really was interested in her stuff, except maybe Barney because according to my mother I was obsessed when I was like 3, but regardless... I've just started to look into her stuff, and even her myspace.

I actually found one of her blogs. Click on the link, and take a look.
It's really deep.

http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=302429200&blogId=486117711

Do you agree?

Well, regardless, I hope she does turn out to be different from all those other Hollywood celebs. We need a good role model right now..

X Tiana!

Reporter

2009-04-29T02:56:00.000-07:00

I am so happy!!
You know how I love acting? Well if you don't, you know now. It's one of my passions in life. I love it.
Well, I take Drama class at school. And we were given a script yesterday : "Accidental Death of an Anarchist". Today, we were to audition for our parts.
I tried out for a female role, Reporter. And guess what, I GOT IT! I was very shocked! I completely thought another classmate of mine would have gotten it, she's very good at acting, and she tried out for the same part. So I was very surprised. But happy too!
I also volunteered to be a set designer. I really like that type of stuff, so when no one else put their hand up for it, I did.

I'm very happy to be learning a new script, and getting to experience a different character. This should be interesting, because I'm looking into journalism (after I finish school), and reporter and journalism ties in together. :)

I'm gob-smacked, and totally chipper!

Take care, xx

Twilight Forevermore

2009-04-28T04:44:00.000-07:00

Hey Bloggers :)
I've made a new blog!

www.twilightforevermore.blogspot.com

And the website has given it away... it's about Twilight.
Twilight gossip to be exact. Purely a fan site :)

So go check it out, and follow it :)

Take care,

MissTee

Kellan Lutz on the Kyle and Jackie O show on 2dayfm

2009-04-27T04:18:00.001-07:00

Wow. I was so happy to find the podcast and make a video of it! It was generally for my favourite blog: http://www.robsessedpattinson.com/ But since Gozde posts so quick, my video didn't make it. But its okay, it just shows how dedicated RObsessed is. They post anything and everything to do with Robert Pattinson. And they're always first. I come online every day, and I find so many posts that I have to get through! Its amazing. Check them out.

Anyway, here's my video. Hope you enjoy it.

Sagittarius

2009-04-26T21:04:00.000-07:00

I don't know if I believe in these things. But somehow, they're right about my personality. I went to www.astrology-online.com where you can find out about yourself.

The Archer

Traditional Sagittarius Traits

Optimistic and freedom-loving

Jovial and good-humored

Honest and straightforward

Intellectual and philosophical

On the dark side...

Blindly optimistic and careless

Irresponsible and superficial

Tactless and restless

Sagittarians have a positive outlook on life, are full of enterprise, energy, versatility, adventurousness and eagerness to extend experience beyond the physically familiar. They enjoy travelling and exploration, the more so because their minds are constantly open to new dimensions of thought. They are basically ambitious and optimistic, and continue to be so even when their hopes are dashed. Their strongly idealistic natures can also suffer many disappointments without being affected. They are honorable, honest, trustworthy, truthful, generous and sincere, with a passion for justice. They are usually on the side of the underdog in society they will fight for any cause they believe to be just, and are prepared to be rebellious. They balance loyalty with independence.

LIKES
Traveling
getting to the heart of the matter
Freedom
Laws and meanings
the general 'feel' of things

DISLIKES
Off the wall theories
being tied down domestically
Being constrained
cooling your heels
bothered with details

The animal associated with you sign is the centaur.

The Greek love for the horse led to the ennoblement of the centaur in myth and legend. The Centaur Chiron was known for his wisdom and healing abilities. Nessus was killed by Hercules for trying to rape a woman under his charge, and other centaurs were renowned for their weakness for drink. The centaur symbolizes mankinds dual nature as an intellectual creature (the human half) which was also a physical animal (the horse half).

The color of choice for Sagittarius is RICH PURPLE

Your Starstone is the TOPAZ
Topaz, the gem comes in many different colors and is a member of the quartz group. It aids in bringing forth your leadership qualities and enables you to grasp control of any situation you confront in life. Topaz makes you feel more in control of yourself or the situations you encounter and helps you deal with them in a competent fashion. It helps you take the lead and handle things in a competent fashion. Tradition has it that Topaz helped foretell the future, enhance sexual energy, and promote harmony.

PEOPLE WHO SHARE YOUR SIGN

- John F. Kennedy

- Tina Turner

- Billy Idol

- Woody Allen

- Steven Spielberg

- L.V. Beethovan

- Wassily Kandinsky

Element: Fire

Fire signs are naturally warm. A fire gives light and heat, but it doesn't get depleted as others feed on its warmth. One candle can bring light to a room and it won't burn any faster if ten people read from its light than if there was only one. Fire doesn't plan its next move; it isn't logical. It simply is in the moment and will burn what fuel is available without judgment or forethought. For this reason fire signs can successfully rely on their intuition and survival instincts. The fire of Sagittarius is warming, not hot -- but that's because it's far away. It's like a light in the distance that reminds us why we are heading in that direction or the stars that have been used for navigation. This is the fire of inspiration whose heat can motivate the mind to reach out into the wilderness

The beauty of hope

2009-04-26T18:49:00.000-07:00

Ever felt like there was no point in going ahead with anything? No point in living on... no point in trying? Basically.. no point in hoping?

I'm sure we've all felt that way at some point in our lives... I know I have. Loss of hope can be extremely catastrophic. It's terrible, how you have no faith in anything... you give up because that's the easiest way out. But not in the long run. That's what we don't realise. We're so caught up in the present and the past, we don't even bother to think about our future.

I actually felt like giving up the other day. But one of my best friends pushed me to keep trying, keep on going. I did it for her. I just couldn't see how I was going to get what I wanted... but as I was persistant and stubborn... after hours of killing my thumbs re-dialling the phone... I finally got through to the radio station, and therefore entered a competition I most desire. It was all thanks to her, that sister of mine. She pushed me. She told me not to give up, even when everything looked black... no hope... no light.. no point of reason. But she had faith. Faith is when you believe in something, even when you're not entirely sure about anything... like you don't have anything to fall back on, you just hope. You have faith.

In this situation, I didn't really feel alone. I did, however, feel completely unlucky. But when I finally got through, my black night turned into the brightest of all days. It was like there were butterflies inside me going crazy! Shivers ran up and down my spine over and over again. It was a pure, genuine feeling of happiness. Of joy.

So, don't give up. Always have faith. Be stubborn... persistant. Even if you're in doubt.. do not give up. Have faith. Have hope. Believe.

the beauty, of having faith in something, even when you don't know if its real, or true. it's a beautiful thing.

Kellan Lutz On Radio

2009-04-26T16:50:00.000-07:00

2dayfm- the best Aussie radio station :)
Kyle and Jackie O had a phone call from Kellan lutz on the radio this morning! And I found out lots of juicy gossip :)

Firstly, most of the Cullens have completed their filming, since its mainly Edward and Alice Cullen in the next movie. I can't wait for the birthday party scene :) I want to see how Jasper freaks out, it should be great!

Kellan says that Robert Pattinson is very shy... he's "humble" and very "talented". Isn't that sweet? Awwwwww! He also said that ""Everytime he (Rob) picks up guitar, opens that part of his throat and sings.. It's magical".

About those rumours of Rob not showering? "Rob never gets pissed" They're all just rumours. The media gets bored people, as if Rob wouldn't shower!

About those Edward scenes: : "Melissa worked Edward in 'a lot' more, while staying true to the script." Kristen Stewart and Rob both stated in the ET exclusive that Edward would be in the movie a lot more than the fans would expect, even though in the book Edward is only in the book in the beginning and the very end. But because Bella has those moments in the book where she wants to do something crazy, and she hears Edwards voice... like a hallucination... Chris Weitz uses that concept to create Edward as a ghost - type of thing. His presence will be very "subtle".

Apparently New Moon is going to be a lot more scary than your average love story.
For now I'm going to post up some ET exclusive videos for you to watch. Days 1 and 2 didn't really have much, it only lasted for about 5 minutes. So I'm going to post up Day 3. It goes for 15 minutes :) I'm sure you'll enjoy that. Once the Kellan lutz podcast is released, I'll post it up as a video too :)

I loved you with an iron red, now its turning blue.

2009-04-25T22:24:00.000-07:00

This is an awesome video. Taylor Lautner made it for a school project, according to various sources. I'm guessing its for drama. One of my subjects is drama, and if I can make a video half as good as this one, I would be so pleased. I love the concept... the methods he undertook to make this perfect!

Celebrity Gossip

2009-04-23T21:31:00.001-07:00

Dear Readers,

Yes, I've decided to postpone the commencement time of my assignment. I'm going to give you all some celebrity juice - as Perez Hilton would say.

Lindsay Lohan spills the 'honest' truth to Ellen

Post break-up and Lindsay's not that afraid to shed some light on the actual situation. You know how most celebrities would just keep quiet... Lindsay's decided to be different. Which is, in my opinion, a good idea if you want to set the record straight.

You know, I'm not a huge fan of Lindsay or anything. But I do feel sorry for her... she's copping all this harsh attention from the world. Look, I'm not justifying everything because I don't know the truth... I mean, who does? But honestly, it must be very difficult to deal with the entire world watching your every move, and even, as she says in the interview, if she stayed at home, the media would still find some sort of excuse to make up a story that would send the world talking.

I can't imagine what it feels like... this break up deal is between Lindsay and Samantha. People need to let them be.. but as if the media's going to quit now...

Here's the video of the interview on Ellen.

Twilight Mania!

Didn't I tell you all that Twilight is honestly taking over the world? They're now out-doing Harry Potter, and even hosting their own 'Twi-Con'. Take a look at what Perez Hilton says on his website.

"Is Twilight the new Harry Potter?
Turns out the hit flick and novels have outgrown the regular booths at convention sites.
In fact, Twilight will now have its own convention… TwiCon!!!
Seriously?!?!
According to reports, Texas will hold the largest US conference fully inspired by the Twilight series.
This summer, the Sheraton Dallas Hotel will host the 4 day convention (from July 30th-August 2nd), which will feature music inspired by the sexy vampires and even a Volturi Masque Ball.
Twilight mania is unstoppable!"

J-Lo's shrinking butt

It seems even Jennifer Lopez, who is known for her voluptous curves, has shrunk in size. What is it with these celebrities? I know that its the pressure of the media... But it's also common sense! Anyway, it's not as if J-Lo's stick thin or anything, which is good. But to lose your curves? Its common sense. You're a famous person, you're a role model and that's a lot of pressure too. But honestly, be happy with what you are. If you want to tone up, tone up. But why would you want to go looking like a skeleton? This probably hasnt got much to do with J-Lo's lost curves, cos she ain't a skeleton, but... its a touchy subject for me... something I feel strongly about.

Apparently her hubby and father of their children, Marc Anthony, is gutted. Jen's been spotted looking thinner and more toned lately since taking on a gruelling workout schedule to burn off her baby weight. "Jen's really into triathlon and has stepped up training," says a source. "She's super fit, but it's eaten all her curves, especially her bum."

Chatterbox

2009-04-23T21:21:00.000-07:00

So, I'm going to post up a picture of my beloved 'Twilight' DVD soon enough, once I can be bothered to transfer it to the computer, and all the rest of it. I bought the double-disc special edition, so that means I got a peek at behind the scenes! It's amazing how much they put into a two hour movie. The stunt performers, the production, post-production, sets, etc. It's literally amazing!

One of my blog readers - Katie mentioned that she hasn't read the book; but her niece is a huge fan! Just wanted to say that I'm sure you will love this book... it deserves to be read. It truly is for all age groups, though the teens are the ones going crazy over it. My sister is 34 and I had to truly convince her so hard to read the book... she finally did, and now they're her favourite books ever. So, I think if you find the time and the will, you really should read it. It's fabulous. The movie is good too, however does no justice for the books. It does give you the general concept though, but there's a lot more in the books. You actually fall in love.

The rest of my day will be filled with bludging around on the net, and then hopefully getting on with my assignment. I really should get it over with, but I'm too afraid I think... there's a lot to it. It's very complex, as I've said before. However, I have to get on with it.

I've created a website. Now, it's nothing special... I mean it's not even ready, but I've decided to give you the link anyway so you can get a peek and hopefully, in return, I'll get some of your feedback!

Have a wonderful weekend guys!

Take care,

Realisation.

2009-04-23T04:05:00.000-07:00

The weekend approaches, and so does school.
This is how the next four days have been set out.
It's Friday tomorrow. I'll spend the first 3 hours entering a competition. Then I'll go to the dentist at 9. I need a filling, okay? Yes, I eat a lot of sugar. Hey, at least I'll die full and happy. And then I've got to get into my Extension English assessment task which is, I can tell you right now, extremely complex! So I haven't actually been bothered at all to do any of it. Yes, I'm one of those lastminute people. Only with assignments though. Hehe.
Then tomorrow night I might be going to the city, because there are people there that I want to meet! From TWILIGHT! But I have nobody to go with. :(

Saturday I'm probably doing assignments. Though, Saturday night I'm cooking Mexican and my sister, brother, sisters husband possibly...and my brothers fiancee are doing a TWILIGHT DVD NIGHT =) Exciting huh? Well for me it is!

I love love love Twilight. Most people think its tacky, but I don't care. I love it.

And I'm going to continue loving it.

Ahh, yes, readers. I have many dreams.

Be persistant and hopeful in your own. Do not give up. There's always a chance.

Full.

2009-04-21T06:17:00.000-07:00

I got my hair highlighted today. The new highlights are a beautiful caramel tone. My hair looks fab! Other than the complete wonkipated hairstyle (its growing..and its at 'that' part..)

Right now. I am full of hope. I have butterflies in my stomach. This is like a dream come true.. only i HOPE it will come true. I'm so utterly full of hope.. i have faith.. and i know this hope will only grow.

I just pray, and I will pray to my dear Heavenly Father that this comes true..

This is what I've always dreamt about..

Inspiration, P.Sawyer

2009-04-20T05:37:00.000-07:00

I don't know. Maybe I'm freaking out because I've got a dentist's appointment tomorrow morning.. But I've suddenly become in love with alternative rock/indie music. The kind of music I never really had a heart for. I'm now into punk as well. Bt not anything like hard rock or emo screamo or anything.

It's all thanks to the character, Peyton Sawyer from One Tree Hill. Her uniqueness radiates from her personality, characteristics to her beautiful art and love for music. She inspires me so much. She's one of my favourites on that show. I also LOVE Brooke. She's an absolute crack up. And the best couple? That would be Nathen and Haley =) They're cute.

I'm going to completely decorate my room, someday soon. I'm going to put my head more into art. I know I have a passion for it, it's just i stopped once I just went blank. i mean, I'd have the idea in my head and everything would seem to go right. But then I could never bring it on paper. Never would it be right. So i sort of stopped with the whole art thing. Except for Art Class at school, which turned into a frustration class.. since nothing for me goes right. But I'm going to get to love art again... soon.

Here's a few photographs of Peyton Sawyer's art. She expresses what she feels, her thoughts.. the happenings in her life.. That's the beauty of art. You're able to create something to meaningful and beautiful to the eye.. =]

And a few quotes

"Imagine a future moment in your life where all your dreams come true. You know it's the greatest moment in your life and you get to experience it with one person. Who's standing next to you?" - Peyton Sawyer

Splurge.

2009-04-20T01:02:00.000-07:00

I splurge'd today.

I bought the 4th season of 'One Tree Hill' today for $27.99. Not so bad, don't you think?

This is the fist season I've bought. Yes, I know, I should stat from the beginning. But apparently the fourth season is the best. So I grabbed it. Anyway, I can grab season 1 later.

So I'm happy I now have approximately 14 hours of my favourite show.

And guess what. Twilight came out in the stores today, two days before the release date! I should be getting my online pre-ordered special double-disc tin edition very soon! (That was a mouthful of a sentence) And when I do, I'll post up photos of my precious possession.

I also watched '17 again' today. I love this movie. Except.. I probably won't watch it again for a while, otherwise I'll get sick of it. I could feel it today.

Just bust a move.

2009-04-20T01:00:00.000-07:00

Love this song =)
I found it on the '17 again' soundtrack.
There's another thing about me.
I LOVE 80s music.

Beautiful

2009-04-17T04:27:00.000-07:00

What is beautiful to you? What does the word mean?

For me, it means a lot of things.

Love, life, family, friends, etc etc

But one thing I strongly believe is that beautiful things come from small happenings.

This is what love looks like..

2009-04-16T06:30:00.000-07:00

Just have to put it out there.. this song - Collide by Howie Day - is one of my favourite songs of all time. I just think its beautiful. The meaning. The beauty that sparkles from within the lyrics...the music..

And then there's the movie - 'The Notebook' - also one of my favourite movies of all time.
How did I find two songs about love that happen to be two of my favourite things of all time compacted together?

It's called love. This is what it looks like.

Dare to Dream

2009-04-16T06:17:00.000-07:00

What are dreams? Well, you can look at the word 'Dream' in a few different perspectives. You can look at it in a sense of nighttime dreams, you know the ones where you go to sleep and you're in a different world..for example the one where you feel as though your feet arent moving fast enough as you try to run away from something - basically the ones that don't make sense... or something like your goal. Your wants in life.

Dreams can be shattered. I know that much.

They can be beautiful. They can be big, small, frightening, easy, complex, etc etc.

All I know is that you should follow your dreams. Because that's what your heart wants and needs. You will never succeed or fail if you never try.

So what if you fail? At least you had the strength and courage to try... doesn't that make you a lot happier about the situation?

You might even succeed.

Dreams are good for you. They're like love for the heart, just like music is love for the soul.

Go ahead, become your dream.

Perfection.

2009-04-16T03:46:00.000-07:00

Perfection
© By Morgan D. Zeutenhorst

Propelling forward through the night,
A simple, simple deed,
A dream of happiness inside,
Is just what we all need.

An icon of perfection,
Cast upon the wall,
We try to reach the point of idol,
Until the very day we fall.

Why live as a copy,
Of what's already done?
When you can prove yourself as you,
And show you've really won.

Our dreams of this perfection,
Will soon come crashing down,
Her beauty's not so flawless,
She's nothing without her crown.

Desire is the drug of life,
Not pot or meth or speed,
Desire kills what most cannot,
Without the notice of what we need.

Our icons lead desire,
Controlling our very minds,
Slow is the process that kills us all,
Through our very souls it winds.

If you dream of this perfection,
Just know you shouldn't so,
The drug is inside us all,
Although it doesn't show.

Propelling forward through the night,
A simple, simple deed,
A dream of happiness inside,
Is not what we all need.

perfection.
there's no such thing.

Light.

2009-04-14T22:30:00.002-07:00

So I have a new VA assignment. It's on 'Light'.
I'm looking for ideas. Inspirations.
So go ahead, inspire me with some of your ideas.

____________________________________________________

TASK:
'Light presents, and detracts. It contains information, and masks it, allowing us to see the world with clarity and natural illusion' -Craig Adcock.

COnsider your vision of the world around you, refelcting on this quote. Think about the way that light reveals the elements of the world to our eyes, or how the absence of light hides the elements of reality and creates mystery. How do you interpret the world through changes in light? Light can be gentle, dangerous, dreamlike, bare, living, dead, misty, clear, hot, dark, violet, springlike, falling, straight, sensual, limited, poisonous, calm and soft. How do different types of light effect how you see the world?
Use this Body of Work to examine how your way of seeing the world is effected by the presence or absence of light.You may interpret 'reality' or investigate an imaginary world.
You may choose your choice of medium and size.

________________________________________________________

So, thats the task. What are your thoughts/suggestions?

Metaphor

2009-04-14T22:30:00.001-07:00

Life is like a book.
We read it one page at a time.

Thoughtful.

2009-04-14T22:08:00.000-07:00

I was merely thinking before, about life.
Life is such a .. beautiful thing. What..with love, passion ... and happiness.
It can also be extremely ugly. Pain, loss, hurt, evil...sadness.
Thats why for me, there's a lot of things that keep me motivated. There's the love of my family. I honestly could not survive without them. We've got our living situations planned out for the next 10 years. My brother and Yosh want to live down in Melbourne / England. My sister wants to live in Byron Bay. My parents want to live in Croatia. And where do I want to live? Paris. That's my dream. That's something I would absolutely love. I am in love with Europe. And I think that Paris is absolutely beautiful... my parents wouldn't be too far away. There's England, Italy, Greece [Preferably Santorini] and many other beautiful countries surrounding Paris.
But then I think of living so far away from everyone I love. To be honest, I can't imagine it... I know my family annoys me, and I know I annoy them, but the love we have for each other is so strong.. that I know nothing could ever break us apart.. except ..something I prefer not to chat about.
Then there's inspirations. Ever have an idol.. someone you look up to? I have a few of those. Some celebrities, some people I know personally.. and some that I don't know at all. I also love quotes. Metaphors..similies..etc etc.. this is the stuff that keeps me going. It explains things in a different sense.. in a beautiful sense, I guess.
Music. This is my therapy. That phrase is so over-used..but it's true. Whenever I'm down, I know I can count on certain songs to get me through. If I need to go and get happy.. I rely on music.
So there's a lot more. But basically I think everyone needs to sit down and think about there life.. pin-point the beautiful things.. the thing that get us through... the things that make us happy or inspired ...
Everyone is in the same boat.. don't forget. =/

All the things about life.

Don't worry about feeling lost.. like you don't know who you are.. life is about creating who you are. Being what you want to be.

Review: '17 Again'

2009-04-14T03:38:00.001-07:00

IMDB RATING: 6.3/10
ROTTEN TOMATOES RATING: 79% (it was 83% yesterday!)
MY PERSONAL RATING: 9/10

I'm on a roll these holidays! Sunday I watched 'Duplicity', and today (Tuesday) I happily watched '17 Again'. I was dying to see it, and when my cousins invited me to go see it with them, I literally jumped for the chance!
I have to say, I've said prior to watching this movie that Zac Efron is not hot. I've officially changed my mind. He's not like drop dead gorgeous or anything, and he's not butt ugly either.. so he's just hot.
Anyway, now for the movie review.
From the very first scene, I knew that I was going to love this movie. Everything from the story, to the moral, the meaning, the techniques, the actors/actresses, the characters, the plot, the setting..etc etc.. was just fabulous! It was also very hysterical, and I've grown a new love for Star Wars, and Elfin ears, after the character Mike's best friend :)
My Aunty absolutely loved it. She wouldn't stop rambling on about it to everybody. This movie has a wide range of audiences! I'm sure adults will love it, I know that kids will too! So go on, just watch this movie! It's pretty good! It came in a close second, after Twilight, which I rate 9.9/10. The 0.1 being random things that possibly annoyed me.. maybe?!
I've got more movies I'm going to see, so keep checking for more reviews ;)

how is that ^ not hot??

thats his best friend. the funniest dude on this planet.

x

True Magic: Skittles

2009-04-13T00:58:00.000-07:00

I swear, they're way tooooo good!
They're the cure for anything and everything.
Full of sugary goodness!
That's what I call magic!

Shivers down my spine

2009-04-12T06:18:00.000-07:00

This is the movie I am dying to see! I'm actually going to the 'la premiere' of it! My sister and I are saving up to watch it multiple times =)
I just really, really hope they dont ruin it! Please do not over-do it!
Twilight addict.
Exposed.

'NEW MOON' FAN-MADE TRAILER

Warning: Do not watch if you don't want it ruined!

Stop and Stare

2009-04-12T06:17:00.000-07:00

The art of a click

2009-04-12T04:03:00.000-07:00

Photography.
It's not a hobby or a habit, it's a way of life.
I think it's absolutely beautiful that you have a talent to capture a moment. You can live off something visible to the eye, rather than in your head.
You can capture a million things. Whether it be love, passion, beauty.. anything really.

Movie Review: 'Duplicity'

2009-04-12T03:56:00.000-07:00

I actally almost did not write about this movie.
It was that BAD that I really did not want to talk about it.
But I thought I should document movies that I watch on this blog.
The trailer looked absolutely amazing, compared to the actual movie. I was actually quite excited to watch this.
They let me down. It was absolutely terrible. The chemistry between Clive Owen and Julia Roberts just wasnt there for me. It was fake. And when you're acting, it should be completely realistic, unless you're doing a theatre form like Absurdist, or the prupose of your movie is to be fake, like Epic Movie.
I think it would have been good if they didn't put so much into it. They tried too hard to make it clever, that it was OTT (Over-the-Top).
It literally was, as Yo said, 'two hours of my life wasted that I will never get back'.

Happy Easter [Aka: Happy Eat-All-You-Like Chocolate Day and make yourself feel sick!

2009-04-12T03:52:00.000-07:00

Yes, I overdosed on chocolate today.
And on Skittles, surprisingly!
I broke the Easter rule. I ate lollies rather than chocolate!
Nevertheless, I feel extremely sick right now fom eating way too much junk food.
Just thought I'd wish you all a Happy Easter, and I hope you feel as sick as I do ;)

relax. its paradise, baby.

2009-03-31T04:36:00.000-07:00

Whenever someone says "relax", i dont. I actually turn off. It probably makes it worse.
But sometimes, when I think of the word 'relax' or sometimes, when someone says to do so.. I think of paradise.
But don't we all? Think of paradise when it comes to the word relax?
We all imagine some place where its peaceful.. beautiful.. relaxing..
Where theres nobody around.. theres a beach.. a beautiful, clear, blue ocean as our view.. snow white, smooth sand... maybe some palm trees in the mix..
thats the main paradise for everyone..
thats my kind of paradise..

and then, when i think of paradise..
i think of edward cullen.
then i am most definately not relaxed, as i think about him..
he's some sort of fictional character, a vampire..
and oh-so-sexy, might i add!
hence, i am beyond relaxed..
my heart beats too fast, i might hyperventilate..
have an anxiety attack..
something like that.
why is it that half the female population is in love with this fella?
whats so good about him?
He's different, thats what.
He's almost perfect.
He's beautiful.
Inside and out.. of course out.. hello, he's meant to be alluring to us humans..

And then i get angry...furious..
Cos that Bella Swan girl is OH-SO-LUCKY!

But i also like Bella.
which makes it confusing.
So then I'm confused..

And then.
I just fall in love with the story itself
So finally, I'm happy.
Not relaxed, not hyperventilating, not excited, not angry/furious, not confused..
just happy.
content.
in love.
LOL

Free.

2009-03-30T05:31:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, all we want to do is run away.
Run away from our problems.
Our fears.
Our realities.
But you can't always hide.
There is always one soul at least on this earth that is there for you.
Running away may seem like the easiest option.
But its the one that has a difficult outcome to deal with after.

I don't exactly know why I'm posting this. But I haven't had the best time lately.. in fact, its been horrible. I haven't been myself.
But I've learnt one thing.
Running away will only benefit you temporarily.

x

Scratch that

2009-03-30T05:28:00.000-07:00

Ess and I.
Don't you just love editing?

Who wouldn't want to have this couch in their living room?

2009-03-30T05:27:00.000-07:00

I love this movie.
Not only that.
I absolutely LOVE THIS COUCH!

Angus, Thongs, and Perfect Snogging .

2009-03-15T03:55:00.000-07:00

Fantastic movie !!
Its a must see.
I watched it with yosh last night, we had a dvd night :)
it was so quirky and so ridiculously hilarious ! made you cringe at some parts, you were just really into the movie. :)
Favourite movie of the month for sure.

i love her bedroom
its full of stuff. wud be hard to clean.
but its just so coool!

nice scene
haha orange legs!

this was kinda sad, but when he held her hand.. that was nice.

would live in this street any day !!

haha olive outfit !!

hotttt.

yeah he looks better with shorter hair like in the movie

totally obsessed with this band.

oh! and i have to say, im completely obsessed with the soundtrack. it is beyond fabulous. even my mum loves it !

Audrey Kawasaki Art.

2009-03-01T22:21:00.000-08:00

This artist has proven to be one of my favourites.

The beautiful intricate detil she puts into every artwork, experimenting with textures, and details, and soft, elegant, feminine features.. its no wonder her artowrs have been a success. She is definately unique, and completely inspires me, though.. I'm probably not good at painting on wood.. or drawing / stylizing my artworks like her..but I'd love to try.

I'm really getting into VA. I am really not sure if im even dropping it anymore. I originally wanted to quit it by the end of grade 11. But now, I'm so addicted, I just can't stop! And my teacher, she's a darling. Always happy and always smiling. You could be the most upset person on this earth and her smiling nature would overwhelm you with happiness.

Here are a few art pieces from Audrey Kawasaki.

You can check out even more art at http://www.audrey-kawasaki.com/

'The Reader'

2009-02-28T02:18:00.000-08:00

Wow.

Now I can see why Kate Winslet won the oscar this year for best actress! She definately deserved it, especially after Titanic, The Holiday, Finding Neverland, etc. She's just amazing actress, I really like her :] The way she portrayed Hanna Schmitz in the movie from the book, according to my brothers fiancee, was perfect. The entire movie did the book justice. I think, personally, the story was beautiful. The love that they had for eachother was the type that lasted. That never ended. The kind of love that I, and many others in this world, long for... Now, generally the story was kind of sad. I'm not giving any hints away. The kind of sad youre thinking is too obvious. This is different.

Anyway, I do have to say.. it was quite raunchy, especially in the beginning. And I mean a lot of explicit material was placed in this film, which I believe was entirely unnecessary. A lot of full frontals, and with my mum and family next to me.. I mean, could it get any more embarrassing?! LOL.

But, I recommend it. Another good love story. Not as good as twilight, a walk to remember, and titanic, i have to say. But, it did well. A movie worth watching people!

I'm looking forward to the next few movies coming out this year. I've got a few that I want to see..

-Inkheart : got the book. its fantastic.

-New Moon : OF COURSE LOL

-Confessions of a Shopaholic

-Duplicity

-17 Again

-Wolverine!!

-The boy in the striped pyjamas

-Harry Potter and the half blood prince

-Rachel Getting married

i previously was 'dying' to see Changeling.. but now i'm not as fussed.
My sister watched it and told me that it wasn't anything spectacular. It was good, and sad..
She likes Angelina Jolie, but doesn't reckon this type of role is for her. She apparently, in my sisters personal opinion, didn't do as well as she could have.. but then again, thats just one persons opinion. And then my sister mentioned the gory five second part in the movie. Really nice, huh. NO WAY! I hate anything horror-ish.. gory.. anything.. I just think its absolutely disgusting and wrong.. and of course scary. I sound like such a wuss.. but oh well. So therefore, I'm not so fussed.

But go and see 'the Reader.' Kate Winslet was FANTASTIC
It's definately a movie worth watching.

take care, peace. xo

He's just not that into you

2009-02-23T21:28:00.000-08:00

GOOD MOVIE :]
I saw He's just not that into you today at the cinemas with Shelly. We were originally going to see changeling.. but we decided on this one. We needed a good, heartwarming laugh. And we got what we needed. In fact, there was a time that Shelly said something oh so disturbing, at the wrong time. It was the right time for her though, hahaha! She's a funny one, that chick.
Anyway, going back to the movie.. It was really kinda, long.. but maybe a good thing.. it had different perspectives of dating.. and it was just put together.. synchronized really well. Good movie to watch, people. But not one for the men.
After the movie, we went to meet mum at Aldi. Grocery shopping as usual! She's obsessed. And then we took Shelly to sth hurzy, so she could meet her sister. She has to meet my niece soon! Shadaes been saying her name, and ive showed her pictures of Shelly, so I'm guessing she knows who she is. :]
And now ive got to go and do some of my assignments.. at least, get started on them! And, finish off homework. And prepare for a listening task tomorrow..
I've also got problems.. that i have to deal with.. which really doesnt help with school... and my own family problems. Its just getting too much, to the point where i just want to block everything out.

therefore, im saving my computer time for tonight.
And, soon I'm redecorating my new bedroom!
And, i have to prepare for Shadae's 2nd birthday, i simply cannot wait! Going to be a blast.

Till later,
peace xo

Quotelicious

2009-02-22T00:51:00.000-08:00

people are gonna talk crap and make you feel like garbage but you know who you are and don't prove them that they're wrong because they're the ones talking [ fact: they obviously dont have a life of their own ]

all the pictures & crazy times sisters at heart & partners in crime

a friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotton the words.

be faithful to yourself its basically all you'll ever be

3 choices in life: give up, give in, or give it your all.

you just have to learn to forget the people who forget you.

happiness will never come to those who fail to appreciate what they already have

the only people you need in your life are the ones that prove they need you in theirs

you can't change the past but you can ruin the present by worrying about the future.

life is the art of drawing without an eraser

you don't need to know everything in life; just the things you need to be happy

mistakes only make us stronger

happiness is like a butterfly; the more you chase it, the more it will elude you, but if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder..

life isn't about finding yourself it's about creating yourself

she asked 'am i pretty?' he said 'no' she asked 'do you like me?'he said 'no' she asked 'do you want me?'he said 'no' she walked away with tears in her eyes. he grabs her my the arm and says 'you arent pretty, your beautiful. i dont like you, i love you. & i dont want you, i need you.

These are a few of my favourite quotes, and i have quite a lot more, which i'll save for next time. Make it more interesting :]

I do believe in believing in yourself, and sometimes, whether you like it or not, you need to do things for yourself.

DEDICATED TO: SHELLY :]

She asked me to do this, but was joking. But I'll do it anyways.

I'm supposed to be talking about how fabulous she is, apparently :] hehehe. She's a great friend of mine, a funny one indeed. She's really caring too! And a very very good listener, and she always helps me out, and helps me to see the light. She's also a very good talker. Our goodbyes on MSN usually last about 20 minutes, and we talk for hours on end on MSN. :] we're so sad, msn is our life. hehehe. she's just been there for me, when times are tough. She makes me want to be a better person. :] And, i'm always up to listening to her laugh, its the funniest thing ever!!

From Left: Me and Shellybabe :] xo

Peace xx

Lending a Helping Hand

2009-02-16T02:35:00.000-08:00

We had a guest speaker at school today. Now usually, these people are boring and i lose interest within the first two minutes. Today, it was a totally different story. Because today, the guy who stood up and talked to us, he captured my heart to the point where I had tears in my eyes. He was a missionary from Hands at Work, an organisation that is trying to help aid the situation of poverty in Africa. The videos we witnessed were unbelievably inspiring, heartbreaking, sad, and beautiful at the same time. It made me seriously realise how much I take for granted, how much so many people take for granted! I know you're probably saying, oh I've heard it all before. But I'm being honest here, this really has changed me in a way i thought impossible. I have literally changed. From that 50 minutes of a lecture, I have realised things, matured, grown as a person, etc. I literally cried, it got to me that much. I mean, how embarrassing right.. but.. it's just helped me. Helped me realise. That I need to appreciate my life, and what I have. There are people out there suffering, and they dont even have a choice! And you know, we can make that change. As people who have hearts, we can help them. We can make a difference. Every little thing we offer, is going to make a difference. Whether its our prayers, or $15 per month, or telling others.. its going to make a difference.
Heres a video off youtube, and its one of the videos from that someone thats helped in the organisation. You can also visit the website : http://www.handsatwork.org/

Do it for them, for this world and for yourself.
Every bit makes a difference.

Peace xo

Believe.

2009-02-12T02:44:00.000-08:00

You're not alone.

Just Believe.

Believe in yourself.

Have faith in yourself.

Have hope that you'll

get through it.

Peace.

Nighttime Daydreams ...

2009-02-11T01:21:00.000-08:00

I've just been thinking. Daydreaming. Whatever you want to call it.

Isn't life precious? I mean, we sit here each and every day just doing our thing, living life. But what we don't usually do is sit there and think. Think about time, and how valuable that is. We don't usually think that every single day matters. That there's a meaning and a reason for everything. That life is so beautiful, even through the misery and the pain. That there must be some kind of higher power out there. There just must! Look at all the beautiful things in life. Whether it be your family, your friends, love, beauty, nature, anything that you can imagine. Who created that? Where did it all come from? Aren't you curious? I sure am! I think about life all the time. I am not always happy with my life, in fact, my moods are up and down everyday. But i never stop to think, through the pain, that life is beautiful. As Jamie Sullivan says in 'A Walk to Remember', "Without suffering, there'd be no compassion" and also "How can you see places like this, and moments like this ... and not believe?!".

Theres beauty to everything. Just believe that. Believe in yourself.

I have a thing for fairies. They may seem really girly and childish, but I just do. I think that they're so beautiful. Could you imagine if they existed? What if they did? life is mysterious. Thats another beautiful thing about it.

Ah, the joys of life. Be positive everyone. Be happy. Because you deserve it.

Tianaa xx

Revolution, much?

2009-02-10T21:27:00.001-08:00

Hello, Hello!

Here I am, creating another entry for another blog. This one won't be too much like my other blog - myvioleteclipse.blogspot.com, as firstly, i love variety, and secondly, the idea i have for this blog is quite different to the other one. MVE is all about fashion, fashion, fashion. I wanted to have my own blog where I could express my feelings, moods, ideas, thoughts, etc.

So technically, this blog will include things such as thoughts, quotes, movies, discussions, ideas, beliefs, music i'm into, celebrity gossip, and basically anything and everything I like or think about. I hope this blog won't bore you, and I'd love to see your reactions, thoughts, comments and votes too. So you can help me make this an enjoyable blog. What i mean by that, is i want this blog to be enjoyable enough for you to come back and check it, frequently visit.

Moving on. I've decided to include some thoughts and quotes on A Walk To Remember.

This movie, I cannot describe in words. The english language does not allow me to describe it ever so perfectly. Its just, beautiful. Beyond comparison. Well, Twilight and Titanic and the Notebook for that matter are also some of my favourite love stories. Along with Romeo and Juliet. These are all very different but very beautiful love stories. I love them all, and it would be hard for me to choose my favourite. Titanic is a masterpiece, because its a fantastic movie. A Walk to Remember may not be the best movie ever seen, but if you look behind it, and you see the story. The novel. The moral. You see it shines through all the rest. Its got a glow, that movie. Its simply too difficult to describe.

Here are some of the most memorable quotes told in this story. Thanks to imdb.com.

Jamie: How can you see places like this... and have moments like this and not believe?

Landon: You're lucky to be so sure.

Jamie: It's like the wind. I can't... see it, but I feel it.

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Dean: If there is a greater power, why is it he can't get you a new sweater?

Jamie: Because, he's too busy looking for your brain.

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Jamie: You know what I figured out today?

Landon: What?

Jamie: Maybe God has a bigger plan for me than I had for myself. Like this journey never ends. Like you were sent to me because I'm sick. To help me through all this. You're my angel.

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Landon: I might kiss you.

Jamie: I might be bad at it.

Landon: That's not possible.

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Jamie: You’re acting like a crazy person, what's going on?

Landon: Right now, you're straddling the state line.

Jamie: OK...

Landon: You're in two places at once.

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Jamie: Are you trying to seduce me? Landon: Why? Are you seducible?

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Jamie: Please don't pretend like you know me, ok?

Landon: But I do, I do. We've had all the same classes in the same school since kindergarten. Why you're Jamie Sullivan. You sit at lunch table 7. Which isn't exactly the reject table, but is definitely in self exile territory. You have exactly one sweater. You like to look at your feet when you walk. Oh, oh, and yeah, for fun, you like to tutor on weekends and hang out with the cool kids from "Stars and Planets." Now how does that sound?

Jamie: Thoroughly predictable, nothing I haven't heard before.

Landon: You don't care what people think about you?

Jamie: No.

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Landon: Jamie has faith in me. She makes me want to be different, better.
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Landon: All I know is... you're beautiful.

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Landon: Our love is like the wind... I can’t see it, but I sure can feel it.

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Landon: Are you scared?

Jamie: To death... [Landon looks upset]

Jamie: Lighten up.

Landon: It's not funny.

Jamie: I'm scared of not being with you.

Landon: Oh baby, that will never happen... I'll be here.

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Landon: [to Jamie] You, uh, feelin' Christian?

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Landon: I'm sorry she never got her miracle.

Reverend Sullivan: She did. It was you.

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Jamie: OK, so you don't care about classes or graduating, but you like school because you're popular and you'll never be on top again.

Landon: That's thoroughly predictable.

Jamie: Your act only works on an audience.

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Jamie: Without suffering there would be no compassion.

Landon: Yeah, well tell that to those who suffer.

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Landon: Jamie, I'm trying here, OK? Maybe... maybe I miss spending time with you. Maybe you inspire me.

Jamie: Sounds like bull.

Landon: Which part?

Jamie: All of it.

Landon: Well it's not!

Jamie: Prove it.

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Jamie: You don't know the first thing about being someone's friend.

Landon: I don't want to just be your friend.

Jamie: You don't know what you want.

Landon: Neither do you. Maybe you're just too scared that someone might actually want to be with you.

Jamie: And why would that scare me?

Landon: Because then you wouldn't be able to hide behind your books, or your frickin' telescope, or your faith. No, no, you know the real reason why you're scared? It's cause you wanna be with me too.

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Landon: Can you find this star, right here?

Jamie: Sure. So why am I looking for this star?

Landon: Because I had it named for you. See? It's official. It's from the International Star Registry.

Jamie: This is wonderful... I love you.

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Landon: Hey. How are you feeling?

Jamie: I'm ok, how are you?

Landon: Pretty good.

Jamie: I have something for you.

Landon: You do?

Jamie: Uh hmm... Don't worry it's not a bible. It was my mother's. It's got quotes from all her favorite books, and quotes by famous people. Her thoughts. Come on.

Landon: Okay, let's check it out. Okay...”What is a friend? It's a single soul dwelling in two bodies." -Aristotle.

Jamie: Uh uh, right here.

Landon: Okay. "Find out who you are, and do it on purpose." That's Dolly Parton.

Jamie: I always thought she was smart.

Landon: "Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful."

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Jamie: You have to promise you won't fall in love with me.

Landon: That's not a problem.

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Landon: Jamie... I love you. [long pause]

Landon: Now would be the time to say something.

Jamie: I told you not to fall in love with me.

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Landon: Do you love me? [she nods]

Landon: Will you do something for me, then?

Jamie: [smiles] Anything.

Landon: Will you marry me? [Jamie smiles and kisses him]

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Jamie: I'm sick.

Landon: I'll take you home. You'll be ...

Jamie: No. Landon! I'm sick. I have Leukemia.

Landon: No. You're 18. You - you're perfect.

Jamie: No. I found out two years ago and I've stopped responding to treatments.

Landon: So why didn't you tell me?

Jamie: The doctor said I should go on and live life normally as best I could. I - I didn't want anybody to be weird around me.

Landon: Including me?

Jamie: Especially you! [Jamie looks down]

Jamie: [Landon gets upset] Ya know, I was getting along with everything fine. I accepted it, and then you happened! I do not need a reason to be angry with God. [Jamie runs away]

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Reverend Sullivan: "Do not be deceived. God is not mocked." Hmmm. [Landon walks into the Church as Reverend Sullivan is practicing his sermon]

Reverend Sullivan: "Whatever a man sows, that he will also reap. For he who sows to his flesh will of the flesh reap...” Can I help you?

Landon: Uh, yes, sir. I'd like to ask your daughter to dinner on Saturday night.

Reverend Sullivan: That's not possible.

Landon: Well... with all due respect, sir, I ask you to reconsider.

Reverend Sullivan: With all due respect, Mr. Carter, I made my decision. You can, uh, exit the way you entered.

Landon: Listen, I'm sorry I haven't treated Jamie the way I should've. She deserves more than that. I'm just asking you for the same thing that you teach us every day in Church. And that's faith.

Reverend Sullivan: [Exhales deeply]
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Landon: That is one scary [turns around and sees Jamie's father]

Landon: Jesus!

Reverend Sullivan: No, Jamie's father.

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MOST BEAUTIFUL LINE EVER!:::::

[last lines]

Landon: [voiceover] Jamie saved my life. She taught me everything. About life, hope and the long journey ahead. I'll always miss her. But our love is like the wind. I can't see it, but I can feel it

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Gahhh! I love this movie, i think you can tell. I've left some quotes out, but i've picked out the best ones. Hope this entry was good. comment, rate, whatever :)

New entry posted soon!

Keep visiting,

Tiana xx